Time for adult things.

Ohhh boy! I'm in it big time, aren't I? I know I haven't posted in seriously forever, but after reading tonight's blog you will completely forgive me! :)
Ever have one of those awkward phases where you're not depressed but literally so incredibly lazy that checking your email is just out of the question because the computer is all the way at the other side of the room? Yah well lets just say my new year started off exactly like that, only worse! My life consisted of working and sleeping... oh and continuing to eat holiday left overs that lasted way too long! This did not do my body justice!
Needless to say I'm getting my life back on track. After what felt like a million weeks of bad luck I've come to acknowledge that the only person who can change things is ... you guessed it... me! Time to get off that incredibly large comfortable bed and get in shape. I'm so not going to claim this as a new years resolution because I rarely finish things I start, but I'm going to think of it as my opportunity to get that amazing beach bod I've been dying to have. Along with my new workout-a-ton-no-more-coffee-cut-back-on-cigarettes health mode, I'm going to start focusing more on myself. I know what you're thinking.. that sounds so general, but it really is specific.
Specific goal # 1. Focus on the relationships that are currently important i.e family, friends, etc. Time to put old romantic relationships behind me. Which speaking off, my very best guy friend who is not gay but holds no romantic interest to me anymore, just got back together with his PSYCHO ex girlfriend. Why do bitchy girls always get the guy? Totally ridiculous! I told him he's stupid but what do I know, he must absolutely love a girl that doesn't allow him to talk to his oldest best friend (me). I love when bitches don't like me hehe ;) At the same time, I've once again lost my best guy friend who gives me the best kind of relationship advice around until he realizes the girl he's "in love with" is nothing more then a control freak with bad hair and discus ting... everything ! Anyways, I'm going to focus on spending more quality time with my family and close friends.... as long as I don't ever have to babysit my 2 year old niece and 1 year old nephew in the morning anymore... I thought I was going to die! Don't get me wrong, I can't wait to have my own kids and I love my sister's kids to death, but they're a lot to handle at 10 in the morning when I'm hung over and pissed off that Mister I-just-learned-how-to-walk wants to keep going in the trash bin! haha oh how I love them, now that I look back on it and laugh at the situation :)
Specific goal # 2. Do an AMAZING job at work. I have seriously been slacking in that department. Time to step it up a notch and really show my boss how much I deserve that raise. Which includes NOT showing up 30 minutes late to work everyday, and not texting the whole day, whoops! :-x
Specific goal # 3. ENJOY BEING SINGLE! I have always been that girl who had to be seeing someone. Even in high school and college there was always a new guy to replace an old one. With this new fond view on the world and going along with the focusing on me stature, I'm going to enjoy myself. Whoa, that sounded dirty, let me rephrase, I'm going to spoil myself. This way, I don't have to answer to anyone, my independence is restored, and I have fun along the way. No man drama, no love drama, not heart aches :) Problem solved... lets hope it's this easy!
There's probably a whole other list of things I could list about the little improvements I need to make on myself but I would bore you to death and these are the most interesting and important ones to date.
So anyways, I have to say I am pretty annoyed with the current crazy weather. Today was one of the warmest days this winter and I was able to go to campus with just a little sweater and scarf on, it was nice. But that only lasted so long, after class around 6:30 at night, not only was I shaking from being so cold, I could have died of head injury from almost falling straight on my ass on some black ice. Stupid winter :( Now I will never wear flats to class again... unless its 70 degrees out and there's no visible snow or ice!
On top of all this... I'm slowly moving into DANGEROUS territory! My sister's fiancee, we'll call him Weeds, because of his insane addiction to pot, just bought an X-Box. We all proceeded to play Grand Theft auto for 4 hours straight and now I find myself craving to go over to their place every single day to play it. I dream about the fast cars and the anticipation of getting caught stealing a car, or the ability to beat the shit out of a dirty man that I could never do in real life. This is a serious problem people! I can't be getting addicted to video games right now, focus MW! Anyways, although I love spending quality time with my sister and her crazy family and the thought of playing video games every night seems very tempting, I'm well aware that I'm an adult and there are adult things I need to do.
Which reminds me I have to go and do those things... mail letter, do my toenails, update my Ipod... you know adult things ;) Until next time! Over N' Out!

MW